Wednesday, September 02, 2009

A chain of thought from a random mind

There are times when I just want to blog, but don't really find a topic good enough to tickle my brain. (Remember the Chord theory??). Today I decided just to go with the flow and type in whatever randomness comes to my mind. At this moment while writing this line I don't have a title for the blog. After finishing this blog I just want to feel that randomness. I would like to know how bad I am, being random. A time when I don't care how people would react to the unorganized part of me: a blog that is definitely going to lack the punch.
Why do I blog??
A way of releasing my inner thoughts. In fact there are times when I explore and understand a lot of things about me, about the world, about human nature while I am blogging. Sometimes when I am confused I start blogging, and often the confusion is answered as blogs help me address myself the basic questions. It also helps me keeping a track of my inner thoughts: how they have changed with time. In these last three years of blogging and many more to come, the blogs would help me understand my transition, the gain in maturity.
I have seen the diaries that my father used to maintain during his age. Blogs are nothing but a different nomenclature to that same practice. I just try to imagine what the next step of transition would be. Diary to Blog to .... ????
Well about an hour passed since I started this blog in fact since I started pondering on diaries, in between I had lunch. A mood shift took place. And now I am feeling sleepy. And a different question comes to my mind:
Why is it so hard to understand the female psychology? Is the male version such incompetent or the neural networks in the female brain is designed to keep the male species bamboozled. Let me see if I can come up with the answer in my next blog. But the problem is that I am so much fickle minded in terms of keeping my word on the topic of blogging, I don't know whether that is going to happen.

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